I'm so sad. I feel hollow inside. I wished I had done more. Spent more time with him. If only I could turn back time. God, please let him overcome this obstacle. Let him live a while longer so that I can spend more time with him. Talk to him. I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong. You can deduct it from my lifetime. I just want to be able to have a chat with him. It really breaks my heart to see him so frail. So fragile. Why it has to be like this? I'm not ready to let you go yet.
I love you, pa.