2011 has been a very bad year to me. Hardship hits me real hard and it wasn’t easy getting by daily. At times, I felt like giving up everything but somehow a tiny voice in my head keeps telling me to be strong and I’ll overcome it eventually. It was definitely easier said than done for most of the time. Hatred was slowly becoming my best friend, I was deluded and became more negative. Inside me was broiling with all the bad things although I may looked cool and somewhat happy on the outside.
Somehow a certain someone will suddenly popped up and comfort me… bringing me to my senses. The kindness, warmth feeling overwhelmed me and guided me to the bright light. It wasn’t a direct message but bits and pieces of positivity just popped up… telling me to look for the goodness beyond. Slowly but surely, I have gained more confidence and felt stronger… sweeping away the negativity whenever it tried to cloud my feelings. Whenever I fall, it will pick me up indirectly… telling me to move on and let go of the bad medicine.
Thank you, God, for your guidance, patience and blessings. I can’t wait for 2011 to leave for good.
Thank you to my dearest friends, you know who you are, for all your help and kindness you have shown me through my difficult moments. I apologize if I had inadvertently hurt or disappoint you. I will strive to be better in 2012.
Hubby, lets move on and greet 2012 with open arms. Hope 2012 will treat us better and let us succeed in our future endeavours.
Every cloud has a silver lining. Very true.